Heidi Klum used to be happily married to Seal, but now that they are getting a divorce, the former model and “Project Runway” host has opened up about her marriage and is calling the split “horrible” and “hurtful.”

Klum, 39, filed for divorce from Seal in April but things have been far from smooth sailings during these proceedings.

“It is very hard and especially, you know, being in all of the magazine and gossip pages,” said Klum on Katie Couric’s talk show. “I mean, that is definitely very hard and hurtful and it’s hard to go through a divorce. I’m someone who believes in a fairy tale and when I said ‘I do,’ I meant forever. But I don’t know, you never know what happens. Life changes.”

Klum once again denied her ex’s claims that she had an affair with her bodyguard, Martin Kirsten, before the couple’s divorce was finalized, saying she “never looked at another man” during their seven years of marriage.

However, Klum did say she is getting to know Kirsten, who’s worked for her family for four years, in a new light.

“I trust him with my children’s life,” she said. He’s a great man and recently we just got to know each other from a completely different side.”

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